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Friday, November 30, 2018

Friday Reads November 30, 2018

Hello! Overall, this week was a bit of a slow one in terms of reading as I was busy at work and with family. Also, as you'll see below, the book I was reading is not one that I am a real fan of. But there was one highlight to my week. I finally managed to reach my new goal of 100 books read in 2018! This year officially stands as the most books I have ever read in a year.

Over on the channel I put up my Tag Tuesday video, Thank U, Next. You can watch it here. Also my Friday Reads video is up and you can watch it here. The holiday sweater in that one might just be the coziest thing I own. Overall, still having fun with YouTube and will continue to make videos. On Sunday my review video for Vita Nostra will be up on the channel as well as my written review here! I'm planning on filming individual review videos for a lot of the books I read this month and getting them up throughout the month of December. I also want to find a holiday tag video to put up on this coming Tuesday! And of course since today is the last day of November I will have my November haul video up in the next couple of weeks as well as my wrap up video and post on this blog.

Since tomorrow is the first day of December and I've reached my 100 book goal, I think I want to up my goal to 105 books. If I keep going at my current pace that should be fairly easy! This weekend's selection of books are all a bit shorter than I have been reading lately. Honestly, this is based on my ability to focus on long books right now is just not there. But hopefully one of these gems will be a winner.

Check out the book I am finishing and two that I will be starting this weekend below. Happy reading!

Title: Girls of Paper and Fire
Author: Natasha Ngan
Page Count: 380
Progress: 205
Format: B&N Exclusive Signed Hardcover
Genre: YA Fantasy
Keywords: LGBTQ+, Concubines, Magic
Kid Appropriate: Teens, but trigger warning for sexual assault

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Each year, eight beautiful girls are chosen as Paper Girls to serve the king. It's the highest honor they could hope for...and the most cruel.

But this year, there's a ninth girl. And instead of paper, she's made of fire.

In this lush fantasy, Lei is a member of the Paper caste, the lowest and most oppressed class in Ikhara. She lives in a remote village with her father, where the decade-old trauma of watching her mother snatched by royal guards still haunts her. Now, the guards are back, and this time it's Lei they're after--the girl whose golden eyes have piqued the king's interest.

Over weeks of training in the opulent but stifling palace, Lei and eight other girls learn the skills and charm that befit being a king's consort. But Lei isn't content to watch her fate consume her. Instead, she does the unthinkable--she falls in love. Her forbidden romance becomes enmeshed with an explosive plot that threatens the very foundation of Ikhara, and Lei, still the wide-eyed country girl at heart, must decide just how far she's willing to go for justice and revenge.

TW: violence and sexual abuse.


Thoughts so far:

I'm still seeing Zootopia characters everywhere I look in this book! Unfortunately it has not improved much from last week and I am struggling to get into the story. I am not connecting with the characters or their motivations. Everything feels a bit underdeveloped and meh. I'm holding out hope that things get better! Even if they don't this book is gorgeous and I'll be happy to have it on my shelf.

Title: For Better and Worse
Author: Margot Hunt
Page Count: 384
Progress: 22
Format: Book of the Month Hardcover
Genre: Adult Mystery/Thriller
Keywords: Lawyers, Marriage, Murder
Kid Appropriate: No

Synopsis from Goodreads:

On their first date back in law school, Natalie and Will Clarke bonded over drinks, dinner and whether they could get away with murder. Now married, they’ll put the latter to the test when an unchecked danger in their community places their son in jeopardy. Working as a criminal defense attorney, Nat refuses to rely on the broken legal system to keep her family safe. She knows that if you want justice…you have to get it yourself.

Shocked to discover Nat’s taken matters into her own hands, Will has no choice but to dirty his, also. His family is in way too deep to back down now. He’s just not sure he recognizes the woman he married. Nat’s always been fiercely protective, but never this ruthless or calculating. With the police poking holes in their airtight plan, what will be the first to fall apart: their scandalous secret—or their marriage?


Thoughts so far:

When I did my November Book of the Month unboxing video (watch that here) someone commented that this book is a bit of a slow start. So far I'm agreeing. Not much has happened yet, but it is interesting to look at the criminal justice system from the perspective of a criminal defense attorney. Hopefully we get into the story soon.

Title: The Winter Road
Author: Adrian Selby
Page Count: 450
Progress: 1
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: War, Mercenaries, Travel
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:



A gritty and epic adventure to appeal to fans of Mark Lawrence, Andrzej Sapkowski and Joe Abercrombie – The Winter Road is a fantasy novel which remembers that battles leave all kinds of scars.

The greatest empire of them all began with a road.

The Circle – a thousand miles of perilous forests and warring clans. No one has ever tamed such treacherous territory before, but ex-soldier Teyr Amondsen, veteran of a hundred battles, is determined to try.

With a merchant caravan protected by a crew of skilled mercenaries, Amondsen embarks on a dangerous mission to forge a road across the untamed wilderness that was once her home. But a warlord rises in the wilds of the Circle, uniting its clans and terrorising its people. Teyr’s battles may not be over yet . . .

All roads lead back to war.

Thoughts so far:

I'm a bit confused from the synopsis what is supposed to be happening in this book but the first page definitely hooked me. It's bloody and descriptive and definitely not for the squeamish. I'm excited to see what kind of fantasy novel this turns into.

Tuesday, November 27, 2018

Malice by John Gwynne

Title: Malice
Author: John Gwynne
Page Count: 628
Rating: A++++
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Giants, Greed, Murder
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

A black sun is rising …

Young Corban watches enviously as boys become warriors under King Brenin’s rule, learning the art of war. He yearns to wield his sword and spear to protect his king’s realm. But that day will come all too soon. Only when he loses those he loves will he learn the true price of courage.

The Banished Lands has a violent past where armies of men and giants clashed shields in battle, the earth running dark with their heartsblood. Although the giant-clans were broken in ages past, their ruined fortresses still scar the land. But now giants stir anew, the very stones weep blood and there are sightings of giant wyrms. Those who can still read the signs see a threat far greater than the ancient wars. Sorrow will darken the world, as angels and demons make it their battlefield. Then there will be a war to end all wars.

High King Aquilus summons his fellow kings to council, seeking an alliance in this time of need. Some are skeptical, fighting their own border skirmishes against pirates and giants. But prophesy indicates darkness and light will demand two champions, the Black Sun and the Bright Star. They would be wise to seek out both, for if the Black Sun gains ascendancy, mankind’s hopes and dreams will fall to dust.


My Review:

When I first picked this book up at Barnes & Noble it was because I had seen Piera Forde raving about it and the rest of The Faithful and the Fallen series. Her excitement mixed when a pretty good rating on Goodreads led me to take the plunge. For the first 200 pages I enjoyed it but was not getting the hype. Then Storm came into the picture and the story became beyond addictive.

This book is an impressive debut and an amazing epic high fantasy novel. Everything is done in such a way that character development, pacing, and world building progress at natural rates rather than being forced or sluggish.

When I read Game of Thrones and A Clash of Kings I remember expecting so much from the books and being let down. They were slow, plodding things that were saved from bad ratings by their epic conclusions. This book was everything that I wish George R. R. Martin's series had been. It was a fantastic mix of satisfying novel on its own and exciting beginning to a new series.

The characters are mostly younger at the beginning of the novel, either children growing into young adults or older teens growing into warriors/men. I really was stunned when I realized how much time had passed in the novel because it felt like nothing. Normally multiple perspective novels get bogged down because you're waiting to experience what every character is experiencing at the same time and it drags. Surprises aren't surprises because you already learned about them two chapters ago and you're bored. This one kept moving forward throughout, not stalling on any point in time. That made the story so much more enjoyable and feel like it was flying.

In short, this is a long book that will require a degree of dedication to get into. This is especially true if you are not already accustomed to the adult fantasy genre. However, if you are able to stick it out and allow yourself to fall into the story you will be met with well developed characters, a lush setting, a well paced story, and a great adventure that sets you up for a sure to be satisfying series.

Another point that made me fall in love with this story were the canine characters. I am frankly appalled by the unabashed dog abuse that I have seen in fantasy novels this year from The Assassin's Apprentice to Girls of Paper and Fire. As a dog lover I can't stomach this common trend in my favorite genre. John Gwynne has earned a loyal reader with his treatment of the canine companions in this book. They are not necessarily invincible creatures that have a shield constantly around them but any harm that may befall them makes sense and is natural. It is not gratuitous violence.



Spoiler Section...Proceed with Caution: 

Just some random thoughts that I had while reading. Avoid them if you haven't read the book yet!




  • How on earth did no one see that Nathair is corrupt beyond all reasoning?!
  • Totally guessed that Ronan was going away
  • About cried when Corban sent Storm away!
  • WTF...how did they all just leave Cywin there?!

Thankful Reads Day 6 & 7!

Title: Stiff
Author: Mary Roach
Page Count: 303
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Non Fiction
Keywords: Death, Science, Research
Kid Appropriate: ...debatable, older kids

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Stiff is an oddly compelling, often hilarious exploration of the strange lives of our bodies postmortem. For two thousand years, cadavers—some willingly, some unwittingly—have been involved in science's boldest strides and weirdest undertakings. In this fascinating account, Mary Roach visits the good deeds of cadavers over the centuries and tells the engrossing story of our bodies when we are no longer with them.

Why I'm thankful:

I read this book when I was in eleventh grade, already fairly certain that I wanted to go into the morbid study of forensic anthropology. It was fascinating, had me laughing at times, and brought me a new understanding of the breadth of studies that involve human cadavers and how they have helped advance other field that you would never assume were involved.

Now, why I'm thankful is that this book brought a nice sense of acceptance from the person that lent me the book. To be clear, my immediate family was encouraging and pushed me to pursue whatever field would make me happy, but others were less encouraging. Teachers and fellow classmates often thought it was too weird.

That changed when I was sitting in my AP Studio Art class right after lunch when a younger student came in asking the teacher where I was. He had brought a book with him, a note stuck to the front on a yellow Post It.

I no longer have the note but it was from my English teacher, saying that he thought this book would be interesting for me and right up my alley. While that doesn't sound too incredible, it was the first time I had experienced that encouragement for my interests without asking for it. It meant a lot and teachers that do this for their students are rock stars.

Title: Russia's Foreign Policy-Change and Continuity in National Identity 
Author: Andrei P. Tsygankov
Page Count: 217
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Non Fiction
Keywords: Russia, Politics, International Relations
Kid Appropriate: might be a bit dense for kids

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Now fully updated and revised, this clear and comprehensive text explores the past thirty years of Soviet/Russian international relations, comparing foreign policy formation under Gorbachev, Yeltsin, Putin, and Medvedev.

Challenging conventional views of Moscow's foreign policy, Andrei Tsygankov shows that definitions of national interest depend on visions of national identity and is rooted both in history and domestic politics. Yet the author also highlights the role of the external environment in affecting the balance of power among competing domestic groups.

Drawing on both Russian and Western sources, Tsygankov shows how Moscow's policies have shifted under different leaders' visions of Russia's national interests. He gives an overview of the ideasand pressures that motivated Russian foreign policy in five different periods: the Gorbachev era of the late 1980s, the liberal "Westernizers" era under Kozyrev in the early 1990s, the relatively hardline statist policy under Primakov, the more pragmaticstatist course under Putin, and the assertive policy of the late Putin and early Medvedev era.

Evaluating the successes and failures of Russia's foreign policies, Tsygankov explains its many turns as Russia's identity and interaction with the West have evolved. The book concludes with reflections on the emergence of the post-Western world and the challenges it presents to Russia's enduring quest for great-power status along with its desire for a special relationship with Western nations.

Why I'm thankful:

It has already been established in an earlier post that I am fascinated with Russia and have been for many years. Throughout my childhood and years as an undergraduate student I focused the majority of my attention on the language, history, and culture of the Eurasian country. 

When I began my MA I was one of the few students that did not have a political science background, instead I had been an anthropologist (heavily focused on forensics most of the time). That meant that I looked at things in often radically different ways than my classmates and this was most prevalent in Russian studies. In class debates I would frequently quote historical precedents or variations in cultural norms, concepts no one else seemed to care about. 

This book was an assigned text and I remember absolutely loving the way it was written, incredibly accessible with limited ethnocentrism. With the help of this book I was able to write essays and research papers I was genuinely proud of incorporating discussions of the history, culture, language, and now politics. With this additional knowledge my curiosity for politics grew. 

This book helped me see the world in a new way as well as led me down the path to admittance to a PhD program in International Relations and Political Psychology. I did choose to leave that program later on, but this book helped me accomplish life goals I had been too unsure of before.

Friday, November 23, 2018

Friday Reads November 23, 2018

Hello and happy holidays! I managed to finish last week's read, Malice, after eating too many servings of mashed potatoes at family Thanksgiving this year. I am officially at 99 books read in 2018 so far! One more and I will reach my new goal of 100 books for the year.

As far as my channel, the past couple of videos I posted didn't get many views but I had a lot of fun making them so I'll count it as a positive. If you're interested I put up a reading vlog and then played the Book Bachelor Game to see which book I've read in the past two and a half months was going to win my heart! I think I might try a new tag for this coming Tuesday (it's Thank U, Next) and skip uploading on Sunday this week...or maybe put up another reading vlog. We will see!

Today was Black Friday shopping. I had originally planned to try and go to Barnes & Nobles and Half Price Books to snag some great savings on books, but the crazy crowds meant I ended up only having time to stop at Barnes before heading home. Check out below to see the three books I got for 50% off (and two of them are even signed) as well as a book I got earlier in the week!

Happy reading!

Title: Vita Nostra
Author: Marina and Sergey Dyachenko
Translator: Julia Meitov Hersey
Page Count: 404
Progress: 31
Format: Hardcover
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Magic, Science, Russia
Kid Appropriate: Probably not

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Our life is brief . . .

The definitive English language translation of the internationally best-selling Russian novel – a brilliant dark fantasy combining psychological suspense, enchantment, and terror that makes us consider human existence in a fresh and provocative way.

‘A book that has the potential to become a modern classic.’
Lev Grossman, best-selling author of The Magicians

Our life is brief . . .

While on holiday at the beach with her mother, Sasha Samokhina meets the mysterious Farit Kozhennikov under the most peculiar circumstances. The teenage girl is powerless to refuse when this strange and unusual man with a sinister air directs her to perform strange and uncomfortable tasks. He rewards her efforts with a strange golden coin.

As the days progress, Sasha carries out other acts for which she receives more coins from Kozhennikov. As summer ends, her new domineering mentor directs her to move to a remote village and use her gold to enter the Institute of Special Technologies. Though she does not want to go to this unknown town or university, she also feels that somehow it’s the only place she should be. Against her mother’s wishes, Sasha leaves behind all that is familiar and begins her education.

As she quickly discovers, the institute’s ‘special technologies’ are unlike anything she has ever encountered. The books are impossible to read, the lessons maddeningly obscure, and the work refuses memorization. Using terror and coercion to keep the students in line, the school does not punish them for their transgressions and failures; instead, their families pay a terrible price.

Yet despite her fear, Sasha undergoes changes that defy the dictates of matter and time; experiences which are nothing she has ever dreamed of… and suddenly all she could ever want.

A complex blend of adventure, magic, science, and philosophy, filtered through a distinct Russian sensibility, this astonishing work – brilliantly translated by Julia Meitov Hersey – is reminiscent of modern classics such as Lev Grossman’s The Magicians, Max Barry’s Lexicon, and Katherine Arden’s The Bear and the Nightingale, but will transport them to a place fantastical and new.

Thoughts so far:

Definitely a darker, older version of Harry Potter! I am really enjoying it so far. If you're interested in Post-Soviet Russia, this would be a great read for you!

Title: Girls of Paper and Fire
Author: Natasha Ngan
Page Count: 380
Progress: 21
Format: B&N Exclusive Signed Hardcover
Genre: YA Fantasy
Keywords: LGBTQ+, Concubines, Magic
Kid Appropriate: Teens, but trigger warning for sexual assault

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Each year, eight beautiful girls are chosen as Paper Girls to serve the king. It's the highest honor they could hope for...and the most cruel.

But this year, there's a ninth girl. And instead of paper, she's made of fire.

In this lush fantasy, Lei is a member of the Paper caste, the lowest and most oppressed class in Ikhara. She lives in a remote village with her father, where the decade-old trauma of watching her mother snatched by royal guards still haunts her. Now, the guards are back, and this time it's Lei they're after--the girl whose golden eyes have piqued the king's interest.

Over weeks of training in the opulent but stifling palace, Lei and eight other girls learn the skills and charm that befit being a king's consort. But Lei isn't content to watch her fate consume her. Instead, she does the unthinkable--she falls in love. Her forbidden romance becomes enmeshed with an explosive plot that threatens the very foundation of Ikhara, and Lei, still the wide-eyed country girl at heart, must decide just how far she's willing to go for justice and revenge.

TW: violence and sexual abuse.


Thoughts so far:

I'm not 100% sure what is happening or how this world works, but I am really enjoying it. The writing is enchanting and the concepts of demons are presented in an interesting and unique way. I'm hoping that it continues to progress into a great read.

One weird thing, the Moon caste are fully animalistic demons in this world...I keep picturing them as Zootopia characters! Which makes for a weird reading experience!

Title: Ogre Enchanted
Author: Gail Carson Levine
Page Count: 352
Format: Signed Hardcover
Genre: Middle Grade Fantasy
Keywords: Curses, Shrek, Magic
Kid Appropriate: Yes

Synopsis from Goodreads:

In this prequel to Ella Enchanted, which can stand on its own, young healer Evie is transformed into an ogre by the meddling fairy Lucinda. She’ll turn back only if someone proposes and she accepts!

Returning to the land and many of the characters from her beloved Newbery Honor–winning Ella Enchanted, Gail Carson Levine has written a delightful tale about a clever and endearing heroine who is determined to defy expectations.

Evie is happiest when she is healing people, diagnosing symptoms, and prescribing medications, with the help of her devoted friend (and test subject) Wormy. So when Wormy unexpectedly proposes to her, she kindly turns him down; she has far too much to do to be marrying anyone. And besides, she simply isn’t in love with him.

But a certain meddling fairy named Lucinda has been listening in, and she doesn’t approve of Evie’s rejection. Suddenly, Evie finds herself transformed from a girl into a hideous, hungry ogre. Evie now has only sixty-two days to accept another proposal—or else be stuck as an ogre forever.


Note:

I haven't even started reading this yet but it is giving me serious Shrek vibes. Anyone else???

Title: Sadie
Author: Courtney Summers
Page Count: 311
Format: Hardcover
Genre: YA Mystery
Keywords: Family, Missing, Revenge
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Sadie hasn't had an easy life. Growing up on her own, she's been raising her sister Mattie in an isolated small town, trying her best to provide a normal life and keep their heads above water.

But when Mattie is found dead, Sadie's entire world crumbles. After a somewhat botched police investigation, Sadie is determined to bring her sister's killer to justice and hits the road following a few meagre clues to find him.

When West McCray—a radio personality working on a segment about small, forgotten towns in America—overhears Sadie's story at a local gas station, he becomes obsessed with finding the missing girl. He starts his own podcast as he tracks Sadie's journey, trying to figure out what happened, hoping to find her before it's too late.

Thankful Reads Day 5: The Kiss Quotient by Helen Hoang

Title: The Kiss Quotient
Author: Helen Hoang
Page Count: 336
Format Read: Hardcover
Genre: Romance
Keywords: Autism, Love, Career
Kid Appropriate: No

Synopsis from Goodreads:

A heartwarming and refreshing debut novel that proves one thing: there's not enough data in the world to predict what will make your heart tick.

Stella Lane thinks math is the only thing that unites the universe. She comes up with algorithms to predict customer purchases — a job that has given her more money than she knows what to do with, and way less experience in the dating department than the average thirty-year-old.

It doesn't help that Stella has Asperger's and French kissing reminds her of a shark getting its teeth cleaned by pilot fish. Her conclusion: she needs lots of practice — with a professional. Which is why she hires escort Michael Phan. The Vietnamese and Swedish stunner can't afford to turn down Stella's offer, and agrees to help her check off all the boxes on her lesson plan — from foreplay to more-than-missionary position...

Before long, Stella not only learns to appreciate his kisses, but to crave all the other things he's making her feel. Soon, their no-nonsense partnership starts making a strange kind of sense. And the pattern that emerges will convince Stella that love is the best kind of logic...


Why I'm thankful:

First off, this is by far one of my all time favorite romance novels. It is funny, sweet, and just so lovable! All of the characters are incredibly well done and the story keeps at a great pace throughout. One thing that I will say, this book is very NSFW (not safe for work). I am glad that I did not read this in front of young cousins or bring it as my lunch read to work because the sex scenes are frequent and explicit. You have been warned!

Now, why I am grateful for this book is that I related quite a bit to the struggles that Stella has interacting with the world and understanding social ques and norms. I am not on the spectrum but I did suffer from severe anxiety as a kid, specifically social anxiety. I couldn't look strangers in the eye, nearly fainted having to give presentations at school, suffered from panic attacks. It was rough. With a lot of hard work and support from my family I have been able to largely overcome the issues I had as a young child and teenager, but to see someone else unsure of what is right in different social situations and not necessarily understanding why what they did was wrong made me tear up a few times as I remembered similar feelings when I was a preteen and teenager.

I wish I had read a character like Stella when I was a bit younger and had the opportunity to see the things I struggled with in fiction. It was a great representation of autism and I recognize that it isn't the same as anxiety. But, this is also an important book for those that struggle with anxiety as they can relate to a lot of the situations that Stella finds herself in.

Thursday, November 22, 2018

Thankful Reads Day 4: The Romanovs by Virginia Cowles

Title: The Romanovs
Author: Virginia Cowles
Page Count: 288
Format Read: Hardcover
Genre: Non-fiction
Keywords: History, Russia, Anastasia 
Kid Appropriate: Tween and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

For over 300 years, the Romanov family ruled over Russia. Its glittering Tsars and Tsarinas were autocratic despots, who between them embraced all the vices (and too few of the virtues) of absolute rulers. Their name has become a byword for excess, avarice and cruelty, they have aroused intrigue and horror in equal measure.

Virginia Cowles offers a portrait gallery of the outstanding members of this incredible family — from Alexis (a Tartar in his wrath) and Peter the Great (a terrifying giant) to the nymphomaniac Catherine and the doomed Nicholas II, last of the Tsars. Their domination of Russia was brought to an end in March 1917, as a result of the February Revolution. Of the 65 family members, 18 were killed by the Bolsheviks and the remaining 47 were exiled abroad.

Delving behind the mass of obscure and unfamiliar historical detail, she reveals the characters and personal ties behind these strange, and often daunting, figures. She looks beyond what is written about them in the history books and explores how their family lives and secrets affected the entirety of Russia and its many citizens.


Why I'm thankful:

Russia has always been of vague interest to me, from a ring with Cyrillic letters on it that my grandfather wore to the movie Anastasia. I didn't really think too much on this curiosity, never nurturing it past its infancy when I was a young child. Then I found this book.

This was one of the first history books I read cover to cover as a kid. The tattered, orange hardcover was marked down to bargain price in my local used bookstore. When I grabbed it off the shelf I didn't know that it would spark a craving for knowledge or that I would tear through the pages in a matter of days.

The lives of this royal family ignited a passion to learn more in me that I still have to this day. In high school I chose to challenge myself and learn Russian over one of the more commonly offered languages at my school and took Russian culture classes while working towards my BA. Then while I was in grad school working towards my MA in International Security I decided to focus on Eastern European studies and my voracious appetite for knowledge as a child served me well.

Reading this book helped develop a lifelong interest and push me to move beyond my comfort zone and strive for knowledge where I otherwise would not have known to look. I am grateful for the path this book led me down.

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

Thankful Reads Day 3: A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas

Title: A Court of Mist and Fury
Author: Sarah J. Maas
Page Count: 626
Format Read: Hardcover
Genre: New Adult Fantasy
Keywords: Depression, Love, War
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Feyre survived Amarantha's clutches to return to the Spring Court—but at a steep cost. Though she now has the powers of the High Fae, her heart remains human, and it can't forget the terrible deeds she performed to save Tamlin's people.

Nor has Feyre forgotten her bargain with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court. As Feyre navigates its dark web of politics, passion, and dazzling power, a greater evil looms—and she might be key to stopping it. But only if she can harness her harrowing gifts, heal her fractured soul, and decide how she wishes to shape her future—and the future of a world cleaved in two.

With more than a million copies sold of her beloved Throne of Glass series, Sarah J. Maas's masterful storytelling brings this second book in her seductive and action-packed series to new heights.


Why I'm thankful:

It is no secret that I absolutely adore Sarah J. Maas' books. They are filled with snarky characters, beautiful worlds, romance, adventure, magic, and Fae. The perfect combination of my favorite fantasy elements.

Now this book is possibly my favorite I have ever read from her. I remember being absolutely blown away by it, the twists that she wove into the book before and expertly revealed here or the growth of vague, two dimensional characters into full fleshed beings. It is a beautiful book and almost everyone I know that was not a huge fan of its predecessor, A Court of Thrones and Roses, loved this book.

Now, if you don't want any spoilers do not read further.

While anyone that has read this book will probably remember quite vividly the immense amount of smut that filled this tome, it was something other than this that struck me as important and I am glad to have read as a young adult. Many books in the young adult genre tend to focus on the power of first love. Many heroines meet their one true love and that is that. There is no other great love. There is little dating or learning about what is and is not acceptable in a relationship. Feyre breaks this message by realizing that the boy she 'dated' in her home village was absolutely not for her (never fooling herself into believing she loved him), then she falls for Tamlin.

Tamlin loves her, that is clear. However, it is the fact that she falls out of love with him and realizes that his controlling behavior is not right or healthy for her that really struck me. The message is that you do not owe anyone a place in your life. By moving on and finding happiness eventually with Rhys she sends the message that the end of a first relationship is not the end of the world and that you deserve happiness regardless of your past relationships.

I wish this was a more common theme in books for younger readers. Reading this as a teen/early 20-something was important for me, teaching me how to handle life as I continue to grow up. We learn even when we read fiction. This one teaches us it’s okay to be wrong.

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Thankful Reads Day 2: The Hobbit by J. R. R. Tolkien

Title: The Hobbit
Author: J. R. R. Tolkien
Page Count: 366
Format Read: Hardback
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Magic, Adventure, Dragons
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit. Not a nasty, dirty, wet hole, filled with the ends of worms and an oozy smell, nor yet a dry, bare, sandy hole with nothing in it to sit down on or to eat: it was a hobbit-hole, and that means comfort.Written for J.R.R. Tolkien’s own children, The Hobbit met with instant critical acclaim when it was first published in 1937. Now recognized as a timeless classic, this introduction to the hobbit Bilbo Baggins, the wizard Gandalf, Gollum, and the spectacular world of Middle-earth recounts of the adventures of a reluctant hero, a powerful and dangerous ring, and the cruel dragon Smaug the Magnificent. The text in this 372-page paperback edition is based on that first published in Great Britain by Collins Modern Classics (1998), and includes a note on the text by Douglas A. Anderson (2001). Unforgettable!

Why I'm thankful:

Everyone has that story that gets at their heart. It is the tale that can lift them up when they are struggling, bring a smile to their face, calm them, and all around bring joy. I have many books in my life that make me happy. The Hobbit is one of my favorites that has never failed to bring me happiness when I am facing difficult times.

The first time I read this book I was fifteen and had been gifted a special anniversary edition by my parents. It was beautiful with illustrations coloring the glossy pages. It was so beautiful I was scared to touch the pages long enough to read it. Each night I would read it as carefully as I could, careful to avoid bending any pages. It left me with that warm feeling of when a loved one tells you a story before you can read for yourself. Tolkien is obviously gifted with world building and tale spinning, but in this book he also shows an ability to make the reader feel that loved feeling.

Even in my mid-twenties I return to this book whenever I am feeling down or a bit lost in the world. Without fail, whether it's as simple as a moody day or as deep as loss, it fills me with the same feelings it did ten years ago. Love, hope, and bravery. That is what The Hobbit means for me.

Monday, November 19, 2018

Thankful Reads Day 1: Death's Acre by William M. Bass and Jon Jefferson

Title: Death's Acre
Author: William M. Bass and Jon Jefferson
Page Count: 320
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Non-fiction
Keywords: Forensics, Body Farm, Forensic Anthropology
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Dr. Bill Bass, one of the world's leading forensic anthropologists, gained international attention when he built a forensic lab like no other: The Body Farm. Now, this master scientist unlocks the gates of his lab to reveal his most intriguing cases-and to revisit the Lindbergh kidnapping and murder, fifty years after the fact.

Why I'm thankful:

When I was a little kid I had plenty of professions I considered going after: singer, paleontologist, historian, veterinarian, etc. And then I began to become curious about criminal justice and the science that fuels the modern field. So, at eleven years old I told my mom that I wanted to go to Barnes & Noble because I had a list of books I wanted to read. She was a bit surprised when that list had titles such as Death's Acre.

I was a bit nervous when I got the book and the cashier raised her eyebrows at me, a bit nervous when people said it was weird or morbid. But with my stubborn little kid heart I continued to read this book that contained images of decomposing bodies and described things such as insect activity and weather conditions. It was fascinating and a passion to right the wrongs of the world and give a voice to the voiceless was born.

Nine years after I convinced my mom to purchase this book for me I graduated with a certificate in Forensic Studies and a BA in Forensic Anthropology with high honors. I loved what I studied and continue to strive professionally for a career of helping those that might otherwise be forgotten. This is not my only forensic anthropology book. I have dozens spilling from my shelves. But, it is the one I hold most dear. The one that sparked my future.

Sunday, November 18, 2018

Week of Thanksgiving!

Hello! For the week of Thanksgiving (November 19-November 25) I will be posting a book per day that I am grateful for. These can be books that inspired my professional choices, helped me learn a new perspective, or that really inspired my love of reading! Check back each day for a new selection and maybe find a new book to add to your TBR. Happy reading!

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Kingdom of Ash by Sarah J. Maas- My Goodreads Notes

Hello! While I am working on the extended portions of my review full of spoilers I thought it would
be fun to share with you all below the notes I began making in Goodreads while I was reading in order to keep track of all the moments that made me emotional!

If you are interested in watching me gush over this amazing book, then click here to see my week long reading vlog that I did while I was actually reading Kingdom of Ash! If you're curious about my spoiler free review click here or if you are interested in my spoiler filled review of the romances in the series click here!

Needless to say, this post will have spoilers! You have been warned.

Happy reading!

1) Page 218 "😭 chills" 

Alright, looking back at this page it is the very end of Chapter 23 and it follows Rowan praying to Mala. I remember that this was the first moment that I started getting drawn into this story, reconnecting with the characters and beginning to really care again.

Any time we read about the gods that populate this world I get really excited. Reading about
mythology and folklore was one of my favorite things as a kid and when I was studying anthropology so it gives me similar feelings when I'm reading about the god system of a fictional world as well.

Plus this was a moment of distant romantic sentiment which gets me every time.

2) Page 268 "😭😭😭"

THIS SCENE! Where as my first note was the scene that sparked my interest, this second note comes from Chapter 31 and the first moment that this book made me cry. And I mean ugly cry, sobbing.

I've always had a soft spot for Fenrys even if he wasn't my favorite character. His dog like nature was endearing as was his loyalty to Aelin despite his bond the Mauve. When I thought he was dying I was already pretty upset. Then Aelin, who is a shell of the character that I came to care so deeply about earlier in the series, comes out of her fog long enough to offer him a blood oath and save his life and wrecks my emotions. It was beautiful and sweet, showing that Aelin is more than a killer and her court is more than just fun and games.

3) Page 475 "Manon 💖"

Manon screwed up massively in the beginning of this book with her interactions with the Crochans
. This was especially true when her behavior resulted in the group that had requested aid being slaughtered. She redeemed herself somewhat by digging their grave and showing the proper respect.

This moment though when the three Matrons land in the Crochan camp and challenge Manon was everything I didn't know I needed. The perfect amount of bloodshed, mercy, and anger are displayed in this scene. She is becoming the queen she was always meant to be.

4) Page 490 "👑"

I was so mad at Aelin after the scene with Fenrys for doing basically nothing. She was quiet and faking her way through the days but doing nothing to really help anyone. The moment she stepped out of the keep in her suit of armor and began to fight like she hasn't for several books I began to feel hope that the queen was back.

5) Page 525 "😭😭😭"

Chapter 60 made me cry with the sense of impending loss and hopelessness as Elide searched the
battlefield for Lorcan. When she found him I was so giddy because if you read my review of the romances you'd know that they are by far my favorite couple. I had forgotten about their connection to the gods (let alone that those gods were connected to one another) and then the fact that the horse Farasha was connected to their patron gods. That was so cool to me!

Chapter 61 filled me with so much anxiety! As they are racing towards the safety of the keep and there is just no hope that the dam is going to hold long enough for them to make it to safety I remember just bouncing in my chair. Every time he told her he loved her and tried to let go so maybe she could live I about lost it.

I could reread these two chapters a hundred times.

6) Page 558 "😭💖😭💖😭"

Chapter 64 is right before this and it is the moment that Lorcan wakes up to find Elide beside him after he was brought into the keep to be healed. I was beyond giddy that these two finally made up without impending doom as a background but also that they had this quiet moment to talk. Their relationship feels the most real to me. I love that is is sweet and unhurried whereas the others are filled with hunger and demands.

7) Page 563 "That chapter! 😭🔥"


Alright, I'll admit Chapter 65 was pretty damn good as well. This is where the Crochans accept Manon as their queen and she is able to get them to fly to war. The part beginning on page 561 with "Hearth to hearth, the Flame of War went," made me smile. Manon is queen and everything that has been built up over three and a half books is being set into motion and it has such power as it moves.

8) Page 602 "Well that was a bummer"

Lysandra and Aedion were not the highlight of this book to me in any way and this was one of the few moments that I felt an urge to stop reading. There is so much great material happening in every other part of this world and then there is this desperate, failing battle being led by Aedion's set. In some respects I appreciate that as a war novel this did not focus solely on ridiculous and impossible hope and massive magic. There were moments that I worried about my characters and genuinely did not know what was going to happen. It added a depth that would have been lacking otherwise.

Still, a total bummer.

9) Page 751 "Nonononononononono"

When I first met Manon and her crew in Heir of Fire I really hated them. They seemed like the
typical villains that were going to ruin the days of
my precious protagonists. Oh lordy was I not expecting to cry so much over these ladies.

The point in which Asterin pushes Manon down and tells her to live is when I put in my note on Goodreads. A slow feeling of dread began to creep over me mingled with hope that my gut was wrong. As they flew on their wyverns towards the tower though I knew my eyes were about to be leaking profusely.

The pacing of this scene was perfect as Maas highlighted each person and their sacrifice. This was not a simple war maneuver to win. This was the loss of a family, lifelong friends, the beginning of hope. And for Abraxos it was the loss of a mate.

Even just rereading parts of it now a few weeks later is bringing tears to my eyes. This might be the most devastating scene in the entire series for me.

10) Page 786 "😭😭😭"

Definitely not the saddest moment of the book but I just remember when Dorian realized that Aelin had saved him by sacrificing herself and the feelings that Rowan had immeditely after really got to me.


Those were my ten Goodreads notes! Some other scenes that really got to me were Gavriel sacrificing himself for his son and also when Aedion begins to mourn his father. That was a ridiculous situation for me further proving how awful Aedion is as a character that he can't show people he loves any amount of respect or decency until it is too late.

My other favorite scenes involved Elide. One is Chapter 79 in which they find her uncle and she is finally able to be strong in front of him, showing her own mercy and backbone simultaneously. Also page 724, Elide and Lorcan being cute.


Friday, November 16, 2018

Friday Reads November 16, 2018

Hello! Another crazy week is coming to a close and I managed to finish Ash Princess and The Name of the Wind this week bringing my yearly reading total to 98 books! While I expected to be growing sick of fantasy after reading seven in a row but that is not the case and my obsession is continuing on into this weekend.

Below you can check out the fantasy book I plan on reading this weekend, a book I might get to, and
another that I'm seriously considering picking up at the bookstore soon.

As far as upcoming posts, I was able to finish my expanded review covering my opinions on the romances present in Throne of Glass. You can check that out here. I am also going to be posting my Goodreads notes with an expanded explanation this weekend and finishing up my mini essay covering how much this series has grown over seven books.

Upcoming videos over on my channel include my reading vlog from last week going up on Sunday and then my Tuesday video may be a book Bachelor video inspired by A Dash of Ash's video which you can watch here.

Happy reading!

Title: Malice
Author: John Gwynne
Page Count: 628
Progress: 131
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Giants, Greed, Murder
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

A black sun is rising …

Young Corban watches enviously as boys become warriors under King Brenin’s rule, learning the art of war. He yearns to wield his sword and spear to protect his king’s realm. But that day will come all too soon. Only when he loses those he loves will he learn the true price of courage.

The Banished Lands has a violent past where armies of men and giants clashed shields in battle, the earth running dark with their heartsblood. Although the giant-clans were broken in ages past, their ruined fortresses still scar the land. But now giants stir anew, the very stones weep blood and there are sightings of giant wyrms. Those who can still read the signs see a threat far greater than the ancient wars. Sorrow will darken the world, as angels and demons make it their battlefield. Then there will be a war to end all wars.

High King Aquilus summons his fellow kings to council, seeking an alliance in this time of need. Some are skeptical, fighting their own border skirmishes against pirates and giants. But prophesy indicates darkness and light will demand two champions, the Black Sun and the Bright Star. They would be wise to seek out both, for if the Black Sun gains ascendancy, mankind’s hopes and dreams will fall to dust.


My thoughts so far:

This is not for the casual fantasy reader. This is for the dedicated fantasy reader looking for the classic medieval European inspired high fantasy novel with multiple perspectives and names so similar you won't know who you're reading about. I love the genre so I am used to pushing through the first hundred pages of confusion before settling into what is proving to be a good tale, but I could see someone unfamiliar with the genre being pushed away by its features.

Title: Blood Song
Author: Anthony Ryan
Page Count: 591
Progress: 8
Format Read: Kindle
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Epic, Reputation, Rage
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

“The Sixth Order wields the sword of justice and smites the enemies of the Faith and the Realm.”

Vaelin Al Sorna was only a child of ten when his father left him at the iron gate of the Sixth Order. The Brothers of the Sixth Order are devoted to battle, and Vaelin will be trained and hardened to the austere, celibate, and dangerous life of a Warrior of the Faith. He has no family now save the Order.

Vaelin’s father was Battle Lord to King Janus, ruler of the unified realm. Vaelin’s rage at being deprived of his birthright and dropped at the doorstep of the Sixth Order like a foundling knows no bounds. He cherishes the memory of his mother, and what he will come to learn of her at the Order will confound him. His father, too, has motives that Vaelin will come to understand. But one truth overpowers all the rest: Vaelin Al Sorna is destined for a future he has yet to comprehend. A future that will alter not only the realm, but the world.


My thoughts so far:

First couple of pages have been good so far. Definitely felt more readable than Malice did at the start.

Title: The Winter Road
Author: Adrian Selby
Page Count: 496
Format Read: Paperback
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: War, Mercenaries, Travel
Kid Appropriate: Teens and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

A gritty and epic adventure to appeal to fans of Mark Lawrence, Andrzej Sapkowski and Joe Abercrombie – The Winter Road is a fantasy novel which remembers that battles leave all kinds of scars.

The greatest empire of them all began with a road.

The Circle – a thousand miles of perilous forests and warring clans. No one has ever tamed such treacherous territory before, but ex-soldier Teyr Amondsen, veteran of a hundred battles, is determined to try.

With a merchant caravan protected by a crew of skilled mercenaries, Amondsen embarks on a dangerous mission to forge a road across the untamed wilderness that was once her home. But a warlord rises in the wilds of the Circle, uniting its clans and terrorising its people. Teyr’s battles may not be over yet . . .

All roads lead back to war.


Tuesday, November 13, 2018

Kingdom of Ash by Sarah J. Maas- Love in War

Below is an expanded component of my review for Kingdom of Ash by Sarah J. Maas. This is the seventh installment in the Throne of Glass series.To see my full spoiler free review for that book click here. That review is spoiler free for anyone that has at least read some of the books in the series. If you want all the spoilers click here for my KoA reading vlog.

Now below begins a more in depth review of the book in the form of an informal essay, the first in a series of three. These informal essays will cover romance, growth in the series, and my hopes moving forward.

The below essay, as I'm sure you can tell from the title, goes over several of the romances in this book and the various strengths/weaknesses of them. If you have not read the book (and plan to) go ahead and leave now. Check back once you've finished in order to avoid spoilers. I was able to avoid any spoilers before and while I was reading and I truly believe that made my reading experience infinitely better than if I had known what to expect.

Happy reading!

Anyone that has ever read a Sarah J. Maas book knows that not only can the woman write epic scenes of chaotic warfare and magic wielding but there are always sure to be incredibly attractive couples and a descent amount of smut. For those that don't know, smut means romantic content (aka sex scenes). While the quality of said smut is often up for debate, today I want to take a look at the couples featured in Kingdom of Ash and give my thoughts on the pairings.

Aelin and Rowan

No essay would be complete without our heroine and her prince. Meeting in Heir of Fire, this couple fits the classic trope of hate to love in which their first encounter is far from lovey dovey. Each had lost the great love of their life already and were recovering from all that life had given them. At that point I loved that they had a mutual understanding of one another and this relationship grew out of trust and friendship rather than an instant sexual impulse like some other YA couples that we have seen.

At the conclusion of Heir of Fire I never expected them to be mates. I began to wish that perhaps Rowan had never met Lyria because he and Aelin were so well suited for one another as we wrapped up Queen of Shadows. He is protective and fierce just as she is but with a cooler edge to his temper than her, creating a balance.

When Mauve reveals that at the end of Empire of Storms that Rowan was indeed Aelin's mate and that she had used her powers over the mind to trick the male into believing that he had already loved and lost his mate I was distraught. Everything I had hoped for as a reader had come true but in the most warped and distressing way possible.

Luckily, Rowan was the male I expected and did not heed Aelin's wishes to be abandoned in her iron coffin. Instead he rescues her and in this as well as their abilities throughout the coming battles and roles as queen and consort we begin to see a fantastic match that works together, without a clear leader.

It is easy for the princess of any tale to quickly become a damsel in distress that needs the aid of a strapping young man to rescue her. We do not see this nearly as much in this series where women are strong and partnerships are mutual. Aelin is incredibly strong both in her own personality, what she has suffered and overcome, as well as her magic. She can handle herself and often does so brilliantly. Because of this it is not a weakness when she leans on Rowan for strength. It adds an element of humanity to her without robbing her of her strength. They save each other.

While I did like them as a couple, I felt that some of their spark had died out in Kingdom of Ash. They were still a good paring that worked well together, but they bored me with their interactions more often than not.

Manon and Dorian

When I was reading Heir of Fire I frankly thought that Manon and her thirteen were egotistical villains sure to ruin the lives of dearest characters. Oh how wrong I was. Page 751 of Kingdom of Ash taught me just how important this incredible group of immortal women and their wyverns had become to not only the story but myself.

Every time Manon graced the pages of this book with her evolving personality as she grew in the strength of her dual identity and became the queen that she always was under the hate and blood that had coated her life, I had chills. This was a character that suffered in a unique way beyond what we see any of the others endure.

Dorian has already experience love before and lost it. While this experience still haunts him throughout Kingdom of Ash, he does seem more willing to begin to allow himself to care for others. This is shown through the growing attachment that is beyond the physical between Manon and himself. Manon is not this shining creature that he feels he must possess.

When she offered herself in a marriage alliance and we were able to witness his internal struggle of desire to make her his own wife while also recognizing that to shackle her in such a way would ultimately destroy her spirit, I was pained and relieved to see that this other sort of romance existed in this novel. They may care deeply for one another and respect that but there is also the realization that neither can one hundred percent be what the other needs. This is all accomplished with a small degree of melancholy but no bitterness. Not all love stories end in happily ever after.

Yrene and Chaol

Tower of Dawn was the dread of my life as a reader. I absolutely without a doubt detested the existence of Chaol Westfall following Crown of Midnight. He was horrible for how easily he threw away Celaena after realizing what she was and continuing to hold that against her for Queen of Shadows. Quite frankly he was scum for these actions. Never again would I see a dashing and heroic captain of the guard. All I would see was a coward.

Then his relationship with Nesryn filled me with an even greater rage. I was repulsed by how he used her throughout Queen of Shadows, never seeming to notice how amazing of a character she was with her great skill in archery, care for her family and fellow foreigners, or how dedicated she was to their cause. Instead he seemed to only see the physical comfort she could provide.

This lack of compassion and interest for the woman he has made promises to continues on in Tower of Dawn. There he ignores her, shunts her to the side, and shows nothing but disrespect. All because he has found a pretty healer that he would rather spend his time with, Yrene Towers. Say that their story is romantic all you like. It was infidelity plain and simple.

The great sacrifices that Yrene makes to save Chaol in Tower of Dawn and their ultimate marriage were baffling to me as I did not see any great love story unfolding. I saw a flirtation and interest due to the forbidden nature of their coupling. Nothing more.

At best, my mild interest in Yrene's character (largely due to her prior affiliation with Aelin) softened my hatred of her husband a smidge.

Their storyline evolved a bit more in Kingdom of Ash with the addition of her pregnancy and that part did make me a bit more emotional and I was able to look upon their situation with slightly kinder eyes. This was especially true when for the first time in his fictional life Chaol stopped being a selfish arse and cared about the well-being of his ancestral home, citizens, and the lives of his wife and child.

But this softening of my heart was quite simply only possible because Nesryn ended up with Sartaq and is going to be an empress in the amazing Southern Continent, where she has always wanted to be. She wins. Clearly.

Elide and Lorcan

These two have without a doubt captured my heart and easily win the title of being my favorite couple. Every time they have a scene together in any of the Throne of Glass books I find myself smiling like a girl with a crush and instantly need to reread all of their chapters.

Similar to how I feel about Aelin and Rowan, I feel that these two are well balanced in such a way that real couples not facing the horrors of a fantasy novel need to be to survive. There is friendship before there is love and from this friendship they were able to grow a sense of mutual respect and understanding that would later prove the foundation of a strong love.

Elide is not blessed with insane magical powers like the rest of our main characters. This simplicity initially seemed like it would make her a boring character. Instead, I found that it made her far more relatable. She must create her own strength and overcome life's hurdles independently.

Lorcan is easy enough to pass off as a villain. He is rude to Aelin repeatedly. He is excruciatingly devoted to Mauve. Overall, he comes across as an outright ass. However, we begin to see that this is just the surface and that there is far more depth under the surface. I don't even care that he is the typical bad boy turned good trope we see in a lot of YA or romance novels. The second he meets Elide and begins to melt, I'm done.

These two show a sense of evolving personality and how forgiveness sometimes must be earned rather than easily given in any sort of relationship. Elide refusing to forgive and Lorcan refusing to give up was something I found incredibly endearing. Which is why the scene where Elide rides out onto the battle field, facing certain death herself, to find Lorcan had me sobbing more than almost any other scene. Their relationship had time to grow and falter before flourishing. And that was all accomplished without me hating either one. A skill that none of the other couples were able to accomplish.

They win favorite couple.

Lysandra and Aedion

This pairing left with mixed emotions. Lysandra's selfless nature captured my heart easily as we got to know her over the course of Queen of Shadows and Empire of Storms. She is a trained courtesan, beautiful and vapid to the outside world. But as we get to know her we begin to see a viciously protective woman who has endured abuses, loneliness, and sorrow far more than certainly many of the other characters in this story. Her devotion to Evangeline is heartbreaking and endearing. She may not be a monarch but she has some of the heaviest responsibility, one that no other character had. Sole responsibility for a child she did not bear.

What she willingly sacrifices for not only Aelin, but the hope for a life in Terrasen for at least Evangeline continues to show the immense strength she has as a character. Repeatedly she puts everyone else's needs above her own. She will do anything for the survival of those she loves. Unfortunately, this includes Aedion.

There were many times with the end of Queen of Shadows and for the majority of Kingdom of Ash that I desperately wanted Lysandra to realize she is too good for Aedion, who quite frankly was downright abusive emotionally for most of the seventh book. It is this cruelty that he displays numerous times that still leaves me slightly unsettled that they ended up with a happily every after. Each time he screamed at her, belittled her, ignored her, and finally threw her naked into the snow after she nearly died I was livid. This is not romance. This is not hard times. That is abuse.

Am I happy that he treated her well at the end of the book? Am I happy he adored Evangeline and took care of her with Lysandra? Am I happy that Lysandra was given everything she wanted?

Yes, but I wish he had been someone else. Someone better. Lysandra and Evangeline deserved more. I certainly wouldn't be okay with this behavior in real life. Because of this I cannot condone it in fiction.

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Empire of Sand by Tasha Suri

Title: Empire of Sand
Author: Tasha Suri
Page Count:496
Rating: A
Format Read: Galley
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Daeva, Mughal Empire, Vows
Kid Appropriate: Teen and older

Synopsis from Goodreads:

A nobleman’s daughter with magic in her blood. An empire built on the dreams of enslaved gods. Empire of Sand is Tasha Suri’s captivating, Mughal India-inspired debut fantasy.

The Amrithi are outcasts; nomads descended of desert spirits, they are coveted and persecuted throughout the Empire for the power in their blood. Mehr is the illegitimate daughter of an imperial governor and an exiled Amrithi mother she can barely remember, but whose face and magic she has inherited.

When Mehr’s power comes to the attention of the Emperor’s most feared mystics, she must use every ounce of will, subtlety, and power she possesses to resist their cruel agenda.

Should she fail, the gods themselves may awaken seeking vengeance…

Empire of Sand is a lush, dazzling fantasy novel perfect for readers of City of Brass and The Wrath & the Dawn.


My Review:

I absolutely loved this lush Indian inspired fantasy! The influences from Indian culture and the history of the Mughal Empire made this a fascinating read while our main characters easily capture you heart.

Mehr is a prickly heroine that deals with the struggles of duty, identity, and place in a way that will resonate with a variety of readers. Anyone searching for a strong female character that is far from being a damsel in distress will grow to adore her. Her romance in this book is one of the least problematic I have seen in a long time as well. I loved rooting for them and that it wasn't the main point of the story, but rather a delightful addition.

I also enjoyed the motivations for our villains. No one was evil simply to be evil. Instead they were often people with their own motivations and insecurities, adding a depth of reality to them.

I completely agree with the statement that this is for fans of City of Brass and also YA readers who are looking for something similar to Rebel of the Sands. I really enjoyed that while this is an adult fantasy it would be incredibly easy for someone only familiar with YA fantasy to venture into the adult high fantasy world. This is also true for people who may not normally read fantasy. The elements of mystery and romance that wind through the tale can draw in a wide array of readers.

Video review here!

Saturday, November 10, 2018

The Phoenix Empress by K Arsenault Rivera

Title: The Phoenix Empress
Author: K Arsenault Rivera
Page Count:
Rating: D
Format Read: Galley
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: LGBTQ+, Asian Inspired, Gods
Kid Appropriate: No

Synopsis from Goodreads:

The Phoenix Empress, the sequel to K Arsenault Rivera's wildly buzzed about The Tiger's Daughter, an epic historical fantasy in the vein of Patrick Rothfuss and Naomi Novik.

Since she was a child, the divine empress O Shizuka has believed she was an untouchable god. When her uncle, ruler of the Hokkaran Empire, sends her on a suicide mission as a leader of the Imperial Army, the horrors of war cause her to question everything she knows.

Thousands of miles away, the exiled and cursed warrior Barsalyya Shefali undergoes trials the most superstitious would not believe in order to return to Hokkaran court and claim her rightful place next to O Shizuka.

As the distance between disgraced empress and blighted warrior narrows, a familiar demonic force grows closer to the heart of the empire. Will the two fallen warriors be able to protect their home?


My Review:

See my review for The Tiger's Daughter here!

I genuinely loved The Tiger's Daughter, devouring it over the span of four days despite its large page count. When I received a galley copy of The Phoenix Empress I expected to love it just as much and be taken on a fresh adventure fueled by love and mythology. Instead, a month of reading has resulted in frustration and disappointment.

Writing a book is no easy feat and having to give negative reviews is not pleasant when I think about all of the work that goes into the writing and publishing of a book. However, I have to agree with many of the other negative reviews I read on Goodreads. At over 500 pages, 75% of this book could have been cut out. It served no purpose and for the first half of the book I felt as if literally nothing was happening. Reading pointless material is not encouraging and I can see many readers DNFing this book. If all of the more pointless material had been cut and the small amount of relevant material been added to the next book (which I genuinely hope to enjoy) I think the story would have flowed so much more smoothly.

Unlikable character development, a sluggish plot, and pointless flowery phrases made this book impossible for me to love.

Friday, November 9, 2018

Friday Reads: November 9, 2018

Hello! If you want to watch my Friday Reads on my BookTube channel click here! Otherwise, keep on reading to see how my week of reading has been going as well as what I plan on reading this weekend.

Last month was an ultra slow reading month for me with only 4 books completed. November is proving to be far more productive though. It started off with a bang when I finally got to read the massive and beautiful tome that is Kingdom of Ash. If you want to read that review click here. I am currently working on three essays/expansions of my original review in which I look at the various love stories present throughout the series, the growth we can see in plot from book one to book seven, and then a smaller one about novellas and concepts I would love to see explored in the future should Sarah J. Maas ever choose to bless us with such an offering. Needless to say, Throne of Glass has been on my mind a lot lately!

Aside from Kingdom of Ash, I have read two other fantasy books this month (including a soon to be released fantasy book that I'll have a review up for on Sunday) and brought my total read books for the year up to 94! I am so close to my new goal of 100 books for 2018 I can hardly believe it.

Alright, this weekend is a bit of a frazzled mess with what I would like to read so below is one book that I definitely plan on reading this weekend as well as a book that is coming out this coming Tuesday that I am excited to check out!

Happy reading!

Title: The Sisters of the Winter Wood
Author: Rena Rossner
Page Count: 464
Progress: 127
Format Read: Hardcover
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Judaism, Fairytales, Eastern Europe
Kid Appropriate: Teens

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Raised in a small village surrounded by vast forests, Liba and Laya have lived a peaceful sheltered life - even if they've heard of troubling times for Jews elsewhere. When their parents travel to visit their dying grandfather, the sisters are left behind in their home in the woods.

But before they leave, Liba discovers the secret that their Tati can transform into a bear, and their Mami into a swan. Perhaps, Liba realizes, the old fairy tales are true. She must guard this secret carefully, even from her beloved sister.

Soon a troupe of mysterious men appear in town and Laya falls under their spell-despite their mother's warning to be wary of strangers. And these are not the only dangers lurking in the woods...

The sisters will need each other if they are to become the women they need to be - and save their people from the dark forces that draw closer.


My thoughts so far:

I wish I could say I am enjoying this book so far...but I am not. It is much younger than I had anticipated and the story is less than interesting. As I'm only a quarter of the way through, there is plenty of time for it to turn around and I am hopeful!

Title: Vita Nostra
Author: Marina and Sergey Dyachenko
Translator: Julia Meitov Hersey
Page Count: 400
Genre: Fantasy
Keywords: Magic, Science, Russia
Kid Appropriate: Unsure
Release Date: November 13, 2018

Synopsis from Goodreads:

Our life is brief . . .

The definitive English language translation of the internationally best-selling Russian novel – a brilliant dark fantasy combining psychological suspense, enchantment, and terror that makes us consider human existence in a fresh and provocative way.

‘A book that has the potential to become a modern classic.’
Lev Grossman, best-selling author of The Magicians

Our life is brief . . .

While on holiday at the beach with her mother, Sasha Samokhina meets the mysterious Farit Kozhennikov under the most peculiar circumstances. The teenage girl is powerless to refuse when this strange and unusual man with a sinister air directs her to perform strange and uncomfortable tasks. He rewards her efforts with a strange golden coin.

As the days progress, Sasha carries out other acts for which she receives more coins from Kozhennikov. As summer ends, her new domineering mentor directs her to move to a remote village and use her gold to enter the Institute of Special Technologies. Though she does not want to go to this unknown town or university, she also feels that somehow it’s the only place she should be. Against her mother’s wishes, Sasha leaves behind all that is familiar and begins her education.

As she quickly discovers, the institute’s ‘special technologies’ are unlike anything she has ever encountered. The books are impossible to read, the lessons maddeningly obscure, and the work refuses memorization. Using terror and coercion to keep the students in line, the school does not punish them for their transgressions and failures; instead, their families pay a terrible price.

Yet despite her fear, Sasha undergoes changes that defy the dictates of matter and time; experiences which are nothing she has ever dreamed of… and suddenly all she could ever want.

A complex blend of adventure, magic, science, and philosophy, filtered through a distinct Russian sensibility, this astonishing work – brilliantly translated by Julia Meitov Hersey – is reminiscent of modern classics such as Lev Grossman’s The Magicians, Max Barry’s Lexicon, and Katherine Arden’s The Bear and the Nightingale, but will transport them to a place fantastical and new.